I am a Tiger - mew!

The singer is about as crazy as a a neutered male cat, but he's intensity is marvelous, and the sound and light production more than covers the drama. Rock on pussycats! 
If you are a Mew fan, but don't know their charming debut album 'A triumph for man', I recommend you give it a listen.

This concert by the danish artrock band Mew is recorded live at Roskilde Festival, Danmark.

I am not tough, I am angry

Don't waste your time being tough. Even the toughest run out of time.

My battle with me and I in a picture

But who am I and who is who??
Greatly inspired by 'The Power of Now' I have decided that something, or somebody, in me has to go in 2013. I have a split personality, with different strength. But which one should survive?

And this is me, aggressively flying my big bleeding ego flag.

Pictures by Troilo

Depending on art to be present in the now

From The power of Now Eckart Tolle shares his experience with music.

This speaks to me strongly. I, for one, need music to be present and feel connected to the source, the divine. I know now.. 
It's an unpleasant thought to 'be' without music, to be honest. Music has been my number one source, to understanding the feelings, that my brain can not process.
The last couple of years I have been listening to talk radio, more than music. Words and ideas has filled my mind, but not my heart, and I came to realize, that I had become an inspired mind, but an emotional wreck. So I had to turn my attention to music again, just to realize, that I am depending on music to present in the now, when I need stillness. So where do I begin to let go of music, as my first source of presence?

This is what I got from Eckhart Tolle's answer
Don't be depending on listening to music to be present - the music is inside you (it's not in the notes that you play, it's in the notes you don't play).
Presence should not be bound to one thing. When you listen to music and you feel connected, switch off the music and continue listening to the 'music inside you'. Once you feel the 'now', stop, and listen.
Use art to connect to the 'now', then put it away, close your eyes and continue to feel the presence. 

www.eckharttolle.com